I did think about my life in `One day one room, 03x12,`

Time changes everything.

That's what people say.
It's not true.
Doing things changes things.
Not doing things.
Leaves things exactly as they were.

...

These things happen.
It's happened to sombody.
What do you care if it happened to me?

They're not in this room.

No! They're out there.
Some of them doing great.
Some of them doing lousy.

Are you gonna base your whole life on who you got stuck in a room with?

I'm gonna base this moment on who I'm struck in a room with.
That's what life is. It's a series of room.
And who we wet struck in those rooms with adds up to what are live are.

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The proble with exception to rules is the line-drawing.
It's might make sense for us to kill the ass that did this to you.
I mean, where do we draw the line?
Which asses do we get to kill, and which asses get to kepp on being asses?
...
Birth!
Morally there isn't a lot of difference.
Practcally, huge.

...

Maybe He was challenging me.

He hurts you to help you.

I guess it's better than 'cause he hates you.

You're trying to convince me there's no God. Why would you even say something like that?

'cause you're throwing your life away.

I'm doing what I believe.
What you believe doesn't make sense.
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If you believe in eternity then life is irrelevant.
The same as a bug is irrelevant in comparison to the universe.

If you don't believe in eternity, then what you do here is irrelevant.

Your actions here are all that matters.

Then nothing matters. There's no ultimate consequences. I couldn't live like that.

So you need to think that the guy who did this to you is gonna be punished.

I need to know that it all means something. I need that comfort.

Yeah.

Are you feeling comfortable?
You feeling good right now, feel warm inside?

I was raped.

What's your excuse?

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Do you think the guy who did this to me feels bad?

That'd help you? It'll make you feel better?

Why do you always do that?
Ask why I'm asking questions instead of just answering the question?

'cause the answer doesn't interest me.
I don't care what he's feeling.

You are?

...........................

"to me....."

~ Ben.